R6Pirate

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Yes. 3. When's the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? When question 1 happened Sat. Night 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Yes and I do. 5. Is there someone mad because you're dating/talking to the person you are? Not dating anyone so that's a negative. 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Nope. 7. What exactly are you wearing right now? LA Dodgers hat (black w/white LA), Burberry Lens', Plain Black-T, Levi's 514 Dark Grey, Asics Tiger black w/white asics markings. 8. How often do you listen to music? A

And I still feel about her the same way I did when she was part of my everyday. I seriously think that I wont ever love that stupid girl any less. People might think it's stupid but in 5 years no one has come close. I just need to find someone else to love more. I want to find someone that I don't have to try to be with, where we just work. A self sufficient relationship. But I'm tired. I feel like I'm 80. I'm done trying and if that means I wont ever find her or anyone, I'm better off because the hurt from realizing that doesn't even come close to the pain I felt that day my world caved in on me. I am starting to feel like my body is on auto

My little sister came out to my mom this weekend. My sister was so unhappy, she felt like she was living another life and the anxiety of keeping it hidden from my mom was tearing her apart. She texted me that she's been crying in the shower for an hour and i told her she needed to tell my mom. In her mind, my mom was going to freak out to the point that my sister thought my mom was going to kick her out (not come back to my moms house on the weekends). I told her not to worry, our mom wont freak and even if on the slim chance she did i wouldn't let anything happen to her. Well my sister gets home and asks me to stay until my mom comes and sh